Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Construction: Neverending Changes

Since I started working on this house project at work.  There have been so many changes.  It's so funny.  Now, it's a running joke between all the workers, working on the project.  Don't get me wrong.  I enjoy what I'm doing.  I work with a good crew.  And, we have fun. 

It's the boss/owner that is always changing the plans.  I've already lost count to the amount of changes we already did.  I, Just Do it! 

The door is one example of the numerous changes for this project.  First, the unit was to have it's own door.  Then the owner wanted the door at the top of the stairway.  Then it changed to the bottom of the stairway.  During break today, the guys were talking about it.  I mentioned, "Watch, before we know it, He'll (the boss) want the door right there by the roll up door".  Everyone laughed. 

I was told by my supervisor to work on another change today.  To remove the sides of the frame, where the door was supposed to be placed at the top of the stairway, and have it flushed to the top rail of the stairs.  I was trying to work the project assignment fast, to cut the frames before the boss came in the afternoon, and decides to change that project.  I even went to the tool room to check out the power jigsaw to cut the frames.  I was telling the tool room attendant to hurry up, so I can cut the frames before the boss changes his mind.  While I was upstairs prepping the jigsaw, securing the ladder, and plugging in the extension cord.  Just before I started to cut, the boss showsup.  And, wouldn't you know it.  After, I had already taken off the gypsum board and supporting braces to both sides of the door frame to get it flushed with the stairs.  The boss decides that the left side (facing up) was okay.  I was literally biting my tongue, not wanting to say anything.  As soon as he was downstairs in his office.  I started laughing.  Even my supervisor was laughing.  So I just cut the right side of the door frame.  Never changes with the changes. 


To make it fair.  The boss is okay.  He tries to find projects for us to work, so we can continue to get paid.  He does have barbeques for the boys every now and then.  It's just so funny with his changes.  I wouldn't be surprised if we started building a swimming pool inside the warehouse.  As long as I get paid, I'll work.

Work is great.  I'm always busy and moving around.  I was told that I'm being sent to school next month.  So I'll need to get a laptop for the classes.  The best part, The company is paying for it. 

Monday, April 26, 2010

Construction: Only Doing What We Were Told.

I don't know about you.  But I don't like to be blamed for something that I didn't do.  Or, had no control over the situation.  I really hate that. 

My boss lectured me and another co-worker over our "job performance" this morning.  Let me flash back to what happened last week.  Last Monday, we were told to start painting the rooms after we had sanded the dried spackel, on the walls.  Our Supervisor told us to keep sanding the rooms and when he gets back from another project.  He'll apply another coat of spackeling to the walls.  After the supervisor left, the boss (owner) tells the two of us that after we finish sanding to start painting.  We tried to tell him that we're not done sanding and that the supervisor will apply another coat of spackel to the wall joints.  But he didn't want to hear what we had to say.  It was start painting so they could move in this weekend. 

So that is what we did.  We painted.  Then, we went back and touched up the holes with spackel again.  Because it was easier to see them with the paint over the slight depressions.  That was last week.

Today, the boss called us upstairs to where we are working on the house.  He lectured us both regarding why he could still see holes and bumps on the walls.  We both kept our mouths shut.  "Why did we paint, if we are not done sanding?  Why so many bumps and holes?"   There was some mention about "Quality work" and about Preparation, Thinking, then working.  After the boss, left.  My partner and I just looked at each other.  Since he was there longer than me, I mentioned that he should have told the boss the truth.  That he was the one that told us to paint, even after we told him that we were not done yet. 

But everyone said, it's best to keep quiet and let it go in one ear and out the other.  Just take the heat, and do your job.  Don't risk not getting paid.  I feel bad for the guys who have to be put in that situation.  This is all they have. 

I am so thankful to God for giving me the opportunity to learn and know more valuable skills other than being an electrician. 


Keep Smiling

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Ranch Log: Getting Back into the Swing of Things

I attended the last day of the Livestock Waste Management and Compost Seminar held at the Department of Agriculture Breeding Station in Dededo.  It was well presented with new material.  I saw the chicken and pig tractors, the deep litter system, and the sloping dry litter system.  I plan to implement the deep litter and sloping dry litter systems into my ranch operations.  But it is dependent on financing.  I'll have to planning the budget on those systems. 

My two kids that I loaned to the university and Dept. of Ag for their local feed study, Hercules and Alinnah, will be coming home next Saturday.  I'm glad.  Having two at the ranch doesn't help with the grass mowing operation.  The grass grows faster than the two does can eat.  So having the two kids back will help out a lot. 

Later in the afternoon, I collected a wheelbarrow load of coconuts.  I was able to collect one wheelbarrow load today, unlike the normal 2 loads from previous collections.  They were dumped unceremoniously at the axe yard.  Where I cut open eight coconuts for the poultry to eat.  I gave a half shell to each rabbit to eat.  The poultry will be on coconuts until the 1st of May. 

I need to replace the tarp of my canopy set that I use as a barn shack.  I'll do that tomorrow after morning service.  I do have two tarps, just don't know the size.  It looks like that I'll have to open them up tomorrow as well. 

There was a bunch of ripe Manila bananas that I harvested.  I was looking at the sweet potato tire tower that was next to the banana trees.  It wasn't until I looked up and noticed the bunch was all yellow.  I went back to the house to retrieve my machete to cut it down.  I also decided not to tower that sweet potato next to the banana trees.  I'll just let grow into a living mulch to help control erosion on that side.

The bananas were nice and sweet.  My Russian Mango is pretty crisp, also slightly tart.  But all fresh from the trees.  

Guam still ruled by matriarchs | guampdn.com | Pacific Daily News

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By Monica Guzman, April 24, 2010.


In ancient Chamorro society, land, power and authority was passed down through the women, who were given all the honor and respect.

When I first heard of the matrilineal society in a history of Guam class, I thought, "How cool, women ruled!" How wonderful it was that Chamorro Women had the power and made all the decisions.

However, growing up with seven brothers and many, many uncles, the whole "matrilineal" thing seemed pretty far-fetched, as far as I was concerned. It wasn't until much later in my life -- by simply watching my mother and my aunties work their magic --that I began to understand the true influence and power women have.

As a kid, it always seemed that pop made all the rules. When he gave us that "atan baba" look -- Oh boy, we knew we were in trouble! Then there were the times when we would ask mom for something and she would say, "Faisen tata-mu." And when we asked pop, he would answer "Faisen nana-mu." Remember that?

As frustrating as it was, because neither would make the decision, you learned quickly when to stop asking or you would get nothing. In retrospect, I think lots of that kind of back and forth was mom testing pop and pop not being very sure what mom actually wanted him to do!

As I grew older, I began to realize that pop was generally taking orders from mom, who always had our best interests at heart, even if we rarely looked at it that way. Mom ruled! She had purview over any decisions that were made in our house. Her style was subtle yet powerful.

When pop brought home the bacon, he would hand it all over to her. She decided what we ate, where we went, how we dressed and with whom we played, no questions asked. That's just the way it went.

When times were tough, she held it all together with a quiet strength. She worked tirelessly for her husband, children, family and church, making personal sacrifices to ensure we always had the best she could give, managing it all with a smile or a chuckle. She was always very generous with her time and her unconditional love for all of us.

She defined the Chamorro matrilineal society in her own home -- that quiet influence and subtle control over all things familial. Publicly, mom would always seem to defer to pop, but we all knew better -- she ruled. She was Superwoman!

In today's Guam, we are still very much a matrilineal society in many ways. Women still rule the homes and, increasingly, are playing a more visible and active role in modern society. We have women judges and justices, attorney generals and auditors. We have top women executives in private companies, nonprofit organizations and in the board rooms. We have senators and congresswomen, our first woman speaker of the Legislature, and many doctors and teachers. In the not too far distant future, we may even have our first woman governor.

This past weekend, I had the honor of spending time with some super women at the Guam Women's Club "Women of Movement" Brunch. It was the first year the club honored women who went that extra mile in their different fields, quietly working away to make a difference in people's lives and providing inspiration to others without fanfare, recognition or public accolades.

The categories were in education, social work, philanthropy, communication, public service, and aid/care. The nominees were an eclectic mix of housewives, businesswomen, volunteers, professionals and students.

It was wonderful to be in the same room with these women, listening to their stories and how they quietly work to improve the quality of life for others while giving up so much of their own.

Inspired by our culture, the environment, or a real need in our community, many of them shared stories of pivotal events in their own lives, which turned into a lifelong advocacy for others. All the women being honored were shy and very nervous when they had to speak to the audience about themselves. But when it came to the programs and work that they did, you could really feel their passion, as their husbands and families quietly and proudly looked on.

All the awardees had that same subtle, yet powerful strength that reminded me so much of my mom.

Our matrilineal societal nuances are still as strong today as they were in ancient times. As we prepare to celebrate Mother's Day, let's all reflect on those strengths and positive influences that have been passed down though our maternal lines. For these are some of the things that truly define us as a unique island in the Pacific, for We Are Guam.

Monica Guzman is the CEO of the Galaide Group.

Friday, April 23, 2010

This morning while heading to Polaris Pt to work on a project. I witnessed an MTO truck throwing green mangoes at a car at the MTM intersection. The MTO truck turned towards the airport, the small sedan drove away. "If", I was the driver of the sedan. I would have followed that MTO truck and finished what they started. Actually, I would have just pulled my XD and put some rounds into the truck. Thank God, it wasn't me driving that sedan, huh.

Ranch Log: New Schedules

Since I started working.  I have not spent as much time on the ranch as I would like to.  I knew there would be some time constraints.  But I am willing to work around those.  I am now feeding most of the livestock in the morning, moving the goat herd to new pasture, and doing my morning checks.  All before, I drive off to work. 

In the afternoon, I spend about an hour to an hour and a half, feeding those animals that I didn't feed in the morning, refilling water containers, and walking the perimeter.  All done before I come into the house to relax and get online to chat with Rhoda and Larraine. 

It's not easy being a full-time worker and a rancher.  Most of my ranch projects are now scheduled during the weekends. 

There are some week days when I don't come home until late.  I've been taking some seminars at the university regarding farming and ranching operations.  By the time I get home, I am exhausted.  But I have just enough energy to chat with Rhoda and Larraine.

I finally got my incubator up and running.   It's a Hovabator brand.  There are now 8 Guinea Fowl eggs that I placed in the incubator.  I pray that I get some nice and healthy keets in 24 days. 

Keep Smiling

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Construction: Have my Naval Contractor's ID

I was finally able to get my Naval Contractor's ID this morning at the Pass and ID building at Big Navy.  The line was long but went by fast.  When I finally got into the room for processing.  The staff their could not find my approved paperwork from DZSP 21. 

It was an agonizing 30 minute wait.  But, they were able to find my paperwork in another file.  I didn't want to go all the way back to the shop without my Naval ID.  I also need to make sure the payroll secretary knows that I was down at the Pass and ID building at 0730 and get it counted towards my hours. 

Now, I'm waiting for my air force security clearance to be approved, so I can start working on projects at the airbase. 

Heard on the news this morning, that Guam's federal contractor's will have to start paying prevailing wages to their employees if that company is involved with any federal project.  The pay should start at the new federal project.  On-going projects being worked on now are exempted from that policy. 

That's good news for many guys in the company.  We all get pay raises on the next federal project that wour company is awarded to work.  The only problem with prevailing wages, it fluctuates.  So it maybe up on one project.  Then on another project it goes down.  To me, as long as I get the blessing.  I"m happy either way. 


Keep Smiling

My daughter Larraine told her mommy, that if I get a horse to ride horseback. I'll have to get a fat horse to support me. A thin horse will collapse if I ride it. ROFL =)) It seems that I'll be doing more Crossfit.

Monday, April 19, 2010

Construction: Aggravated my back injury...

I did a stupid thing at work today.  For some reason, I got the idea in my head that I was in my early 20's and decided to jump 4 feet from the lowest step of the staircase to the ground in the warehouse.  The lower portion of the staircase was removed because we're renovating the building. 

Anyway, during break, instead of jumping normally, by stooping at the last step, placing one of my hands on the staircase, and jumping off safely.   I tried to grab on the I-Beam and jump down from there.  I forgot that I have a bad right knee.  As I let go of the I-beam, I landed flatfooted, instead of on the balls of my feet, which placed a lot of pressure on my right knee.  It felt like a jolt of lighting hitting me at that spot.  I forced myself back to lessen the pain, falling on my backside. 

So not only did I re-injure my right knee and aggravated the arthritis at my lower back, my pride was also hurt.  But I learned to laugh it off with the rest of the guys in the shop.  It's a good thing that I didn't fall on the metal stud that was sticking out from the staircase and impaled my back into it. 

For some reason though, as I was falling back.  I thought I felt someone catch me and roll me to my right side softening my fall.  I thought it was my co-worker Dante, who was following behind me.  But when I looked up, he was still on the staircase. 

The whole day my back has been hurting.  I know I aggravated my back injury. 

Keep Smiling

Friday, April 16, 2010

Construction: Upcoming Promotion and need more tools.

It's been a fun and busy week for me.  Started off Monday working on a new project at work.  I was running electrical conduits and wiring for a house, in a warehouse.  I thought it was a new office for the company.  When I was not doing electrical work.  I was helping putting up metal studs and gypsum board.  Construction work is hard money.  But, I enjoy it.  I'm outdoors most of the time.  Well, except for this week.  I've been indoors. 

Throughout the week, I've been making a list of tools I need for work.  I have enough tools of my own.  But it would be great to get me one of those cordless power drills.  Those things are awesome and work pretty good.   My team leader has a pair and lets me use one.  I could not find my tool belt.  So it looks like I'll be buying a new one come payday.  It's tiring going up and down the ladder without having all the tools I need not strapped to me in some form or another.  I need a better toolbox that would be able to carry all my tools in it and be able to secure it while on the job site.  I'll acquire one of the empty 5 gallon buckets, we used today and yesterday for spackling,  to use as a carry tote for needed tools.  It'll keep my tools that I need organized.  In all, I'll need a large heavy duty construction type tool box, a 5-gallon tote carry, and a tool belt. 

I'll need more safety gear; dust/gas mask, knee pads, camelbak (for drinking water), better safety goggles (clear, smoke, and yellow), 

Yesterday, during an informal meeting, my boss asked me a couple of questions regarding leadership.  Will I be able to tell others what to do?  I don't know...I thought my resume spoke for me.  I mean...I did spend 8 years in the military as a non-commissioned officer telling subordinates what to do.  I owned my own business and trained my own employees.  Without any hesitation, I informed my boss that I am capable of handling more responsibilities.  So he told me that he'll be sending me to Safety Training and I'll be one of his new leaders and safety officers.  I don't know when the promotion takes effect.  I'm still enjoying the fact that I have some fixed income for my family and my ranch. 

I'm nearly done with the electrical work on the project at the shop. The only thing left to do is to run electrical wires for a 220v water heater. Need to know where they want the disconnect box. Oh, I spent the rest of the day, sanding spackle from the walls. I over did it. Guess I don't know my own strength. The masons have to redo the spackle on the sanding that I just did. LOL...Oh well...I'm an electrician not a mason. I guess that's an extra day for that project to be done.

Thursday, April 15, 2010

7 Days and a Promotion.

I knew when I started this job.  I will be on the management team in the future.  Inas told me this morning that he wanted to talk to me but later, not today,  and not in the shop.  This evening during a small company meeting.  The boss told me that he's going to send me to safety training and wants me to be one of his leaders.  I have only been there a week.  And, now I am getting a promotion.  I know it's soon.  Just not sure when it'll be implemented, maybe after the training. 

God is Good! 

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Construction: Building a house in a warehouse.

It's been busy for me the last couple of days.  Today marked my first week with the company.  My first project was fencing along the perimeter of the ponding basin in front of Triple B Forwarders at the airport cargo section.  Those two days were hot and sunny.  But, I liked it. 

Since Monday, I've been working at the shop building a house, in the warehouse, for the owners.  I put in some electrical conduit that was not completed.  It's been extremely busy for me.  Up and down ladders, helping fabricate walls using metal studs, putting up gypsum boards, running electrical wires, and anything else to keep me busy.

Today, I worked on the electrical panel and drilled screws into walls.  Later in the afternoon, I was able to pull two sets of wires with some help.


Saturday, April 10, 2010

Construction: First Days on the Job.

I started work at Ian Construction on Thursday morning  I was surprised when I got the message Wednesday night.  I thought it was an interview that I was going in for.  So I brought my tool box just in case they wanted me to put together an electrical switch or something.  But when I walked into the warehouse.  I was told that I was working that day.  I was stunned.  I was not dressed to go to the job site.  I was given a safety vest and hardhat.  Which belonged to another worker but was taken from him, because he was not going out to the job site that day.  I was introduced to all the guys that reported in for work that morning. 

I was assigned to go with the airport crew.  They were putting up a cyclone fence at a ponding basin at Triple B Forwarder's facility.  It was okay that morning.  It's a good thing I keep a spare t-shirt in the car, to be able to change out of the shirt I wore for the interview.  It was nice and sunny.  But it was HOT!  There was no shade, except for the hardhat that I was wearing.  It's a good thing I drank lots of water to keep hydrated. 

I should be used to working in the sun because of the ranching lifestyle.  But let me tell you, it's really different.  At the ranch, I can pace myself.  Although, I was told to just pace myself by one of the other guys there at the job site.  It was really different.  It was pace yourself until the next break.  Unlike the ranch, I work in spurts.  Then I take long breaks.  If it was not for the field work on the ranch and doing Crossfit the last couple of years and months respectably.  I would have never made it the first couple of hours with this new job. 

Anyway, I survived the first two days with the company.  I did get my hardhat today, safety vest, and steel toed safety shoes.  I'll have to look for my multimeter.  Now, I really need a truck.  Not just for the ranch, but also for work.  

I'm disappointed that I was not able to fund my new business venture today.  I had funding issues.  But I'll use my work income to fund the new business. 

Above all, I thank God for this opportunity. 


Got my new safety hardhat and vest at Safety First today. Didn't get the safety shoes, had none my size. I won't have to borrowing safety gear on Monday anymore. Met up with Sister Pinky there. I'll see her and the TV crew later on, in an hour. God Bless Y'all and Keep Smiling :)

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

AGRICULTURE: Farm plan development training, Session 2

I thought I was running late for class this evening.  I didn't realize that I was actually early by an hour.  Oh, well...just sat in the lecture hall and chilled out until the rest of the participants and staff came in. 

Tonight we followed up on last week's homework.  Bob B. touched on the actual way it was supposed to have been answered.  I was close. Jocelyn B. and Colleen S. from NRCS-USDA talked about their programs that can help the local farmers.  Follwed by the rep from SBDC gave his presentation on how the Small Business Development Center can help the local farmers write their business plans.  Tom C. and Irene B. from FAS-USDA talked about disaster insurance available to local farmers.  There was one more topic regarding loans...I didn't pay attention to that. 

You know the saying, There is no such thing as a stupid question.  Well, I heard a couple of stupid questions tonight all from one person.  I couldn't help myself but laugh.  No, not loud but within my own group of tables around me.  I don't understand how someone can equate the island and nation's recession to farming and it's potential loss.  Farming is a non-traditional business.  It's high risk.  Not many lending institutions will lend money to a farmer without collateral of some sort.  I don't know if the person was confused or just plain ignorant.  This person basically believed that you cannot make a profit in farming. 

My friend Tony then told me...so what is that person doing here?  I just laughed at his comment.  I replied back to him that I know of several farmers who have made $5000 to $10,000 last month selling cucumbers to the local grocery stores and the hotels.  That is just one crop.   I don't know where this person is coming from asking the unrelated stupid questions to this seminar.  Later, this person asked another person to see a profit statement.  What an idiot! 

Anyway, later we broke into two groups.  Those farmer/ranchers with 3 acres or more property were to group on one side.  Those with less were to group on the other.  I went with the 3 acres or more.  My friend Roland Q. was moderating that group.  We talked about different types of soil.  Most of us in the group were from the Northern part of the island.  So we all had the same soil.  We touched on obtaining soil samples, vegetation cover, and water issues.  This question and answer period would help us formulate our farm plan. 

We ended late, around 2200.  I spoke with Rick LG. at the parking lot for a good 30 minutes on raising goats.  He is the brother of a good friend of mine, Roy LG, who was also my Supervisor in Germany.  I had sold a doe to his other brother Frame LG, last year.  It was great networking with him and talking about our ranches. 

I wanted to talk with Bill M. regarding the Guam Farmer's Co-op.  I didn't see him after our group broke for the evening.  He was with the other group.  He must have left right after their group called it a night.  We were still meeting in our group. 

Learned a lot tonight through networking.  I'm glad I decided to participate in this seminar. 

Keep Smiling

Monday, April 5, 2010

Ranch Log: Day After Easter Weekend

Athena didn't make it last night.  She passed away sometime after I checked on her and before morning checks.  I disposed of her carcass in the South Area.  At least, I have her offspring, Hercules, as my new herd sire.  I still have her bloodline.  I can't believe I'm down to 4 goats again.  I need to invest in acquiring new stock for my herd. 

After I did my morning chores and watered my fruit trees.  I did my homework for the Farm Plan Development Training.  I had a week to do it.  But I waited until today, before class, to even start on it.  I guesstimated the hours to commit to the farm.  Those are forever changing.  You can't commit so many hours because each day is different.  And, so many factors involved with ranching.    Although, I understand the intent of the question. 

I've been catching the baby chicks in the ranch for the brooder.  This new flock of soon-to-be-trained birds is called, "Larraine's Flock".  The pullets will be marked with yellow leg bands or quick ties.  The cockerals I'll raise for meat.  By the time, Larraine gets here on island later this year or early next year.  The hens will be laying eggs. 

You're probably wondering what is a trained bird.  Well I am certainly not going to train the birds to sit, roll over, or beg.  But mostly, "Come", to a certain sound, when it's time to eat.  Or, when I want to do a head count.  To go in their coop at sunset, and lay their eggs in there for Larraine to collect.  And, to be a lot gentler and friendlier than their parents.  These are not the egg-layer hens.  These birds are chicks from my free range chickens.  It's a starter flock for Larraine to get used to working with chickens.  When she's used to her birds and gains experience.  I'll move her to the more valuable Buff Orpingtons, Plymouth Barred Rocks, and Rhode Island Reds. 

Have a great week.

Keep Smiling


Caring for a Downed Doe



I didn't go out to Easter parties as planned, today.  I stayed home caring for a sick doe.  Athena, a Spanish Kiko/Boer Alpine cross was down yesterday.  The day before, she was normal and browsing with her herd mates.  I brought her back to the ranch from the South Area to do grass maintenance. 

The next day, which was Saturday, I found her laying down, not wanting to get up.  Her temperature and fecal samples were normal.  Then I noticed that her right hind leg was swollen a bit.  I already knew what had happened.   Athena was stung by a centipede.  Yesterday...she was paralyzed only at her hind legs. 

Today, after I came back from Easter Service, I noticed that she was paralyzed from the neck down.  I was praying and hoping that she would fight out of it.  I gave her dewormer and antibiotics.  They didn't help.  She was star gazing early this evening.  She still had a strong appetite and drinking lots of water.  But she couldn't move from the neck down.  I've been checking on her every hour, making sure she's comfortable.  I pray she makes it through the night. 

These were the same symptoms that killed my large buck, Gadao, last year.  About the same time too.
 

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Adahi, Larraine...

I was hoping that going into the Easter Weekend would be uneventful.  I just can't get everything my way.  Something always has to happen.  I would think that the incoming blessings would keep me hopeful and cheerful.  But something always has to happen to try to steal my joy...or try to get me down and start thinking negative again. 

To make a long story short.  My daughter Larraine received a deep laceration on her right upper arm on her deltoid.  We were just getting over the issue of her broken left arm and it's healing.  And now, we're hit with this incident.  When Rhoda told me last night what happened.  My reply was, "WHAT?!".  I just could not believe that this was happening again.  I started asking the thousand interrogating questions.  Okay it was only some questions but I wanted to ask a thousand.  I just did not have the load on my cellphone to do so. 

"What Happened?", I asked. 

"She got cut playing along the river", Rhoda replied. 

"How did she get cut?"

"Larraine didn't say much".


Her reply later today when asked by her mommy was, "I don't know, mommy, it just cut itself while I was playing". 

You can love them so much, but it's hard to protect them every second, minute, and hour.  Now I know how my parents felt when I was jumping off the roof of my house at Larraine's age, or jumping out of the mango trees, or climbing things that I was not supposed to climb. 

You could almost say that a parent's revenge on their kids, is when we have kids of our own.  They warn us not to get hurt, but they don't tell us why. 

"Don't jump off the roof!"

"Why?"

"Because I said so!"

Or, they tell us this:

"You break your neck, I'm going to kill you!"

We maybe young back then but we were not stupid.  How will our parents kill us if we're already dead?

They should sit us down and talk to us.  "If you jump off the roof and break your leg.  Not only will you feel it now, but you will feel the actions of your pain in 30 to 40 years from now".  If I did it again.  Then it's on me because I didn't listen.  But no, they didn't tell us why or how we will feel in 20 to 30 years.  They decided to let us find out on our own. 

So 30-40 year later, getting out of bed becomes a chore in itself.  When I go to a cold climate or when the temperature drops here on the island.  I can feel all the bones that I've broken the years before.  I can still recall the scars on my body from my youth indiscretions.  I take pain killers now to help me get over the injuries that I received as an airborne paratrooper. 

You will feel the reminders of your youth later on as you get older.  Sometimes a lot sooner than expected. 

I don't want Larraine to grow up unable to have fun.  I cannot be around her every second of the day.  It is hard enough being thousands of miles away.  All I can do for now is to continue loving her and hoping that she continues to  learn what her mommy and I teach her. 

Keep Smiling

Friday, April 2, 2010

At the Crossroads.

Big event for the family was Rhoda's Graduation on Sunday and Larraine's Recognition Ceremony last Friday.  My two favorite ladies did really well in their academic fields.  I so proud of them. 

I attended the Farm Plan Development Training at the university this past Monday.  The seminar session was geared more to those farmers who have Chamorro Land Trust Commission property leases.  I do not have a lease.  I am a property owner.  Also the information they were presenting, I already know.  So I used the event as a venue to network.  Next class sessions are on April 5th, 7th, and 12th. 

I'll be going back to school this summer to finish off my university degree in Agriculture.  I have a couple of semesters left, maybe 3 more.  I'll be taking an Industrial Safety and some welding classes as well, this summer.  The welding skills will help me on the ranch tremendously.  I can make cages and heavy duty livestock fencing for the ranch.  Also, I'll be able to weld the fence posts corners, that I'll be putting up latter in a couple of weeks.  I really want to finish this degree, more for self-fulfillment than anything else.  I don't like leaving things undone.  I have always finished what ever I started.  But when it comes to college, it seems I'm on the long track. 

I maybe called to work with a company that I had applied with a couple of months ago.  I was looking forward to working for this company since they were willing to give me a chance.  But they are just taking to long to call me.  I understand the management is looking for knowledgeable employee manager types.  I would have held out for them. 

However, I have not just been sitting around by the phone waiting for the first potential employer to call me.  I have also been working to get back into business.  I looked at various business opportunities and models and niches.  I believe I have found one a couple of months ago.  Getting started was not easy due to lack of capital to fund the start up of my new business venture.  With Rhoda's Nursing studies as a priority, allocating funds was not feasible during that time.  I had to patiently wait.  Now, I'm excited being at the crossroads at this moment.   We will what happens. 

I am ordering some day-old egg-layer chicks for the ranch this month from the feed store. I am looking to acquire some Buff Orpingtons, Plymouth Barred Rocks, and Rhode Island Reds in that order.  Also, I will be getting Muscovy Ducks again.  I want to get some meat chickens, Mountain Cornish, for this year.  I know I'll have to order those chicks from Hawaii.